welcome.

ive fucked up my life. and screwed over everyone in my life i cant handle people. or anything i feel everything boxing me up. i want to go far away from everyone and to stop hurting everyone around me. I cant control anything fuck fuck fuck. sdkfjgn i dont know i dont know what the fuck am i who the fuck am i. i need serious help and just want everyone to be okay and happy i cant do this anymore im on the edge of a high cliff and some times its not there but right now i can feel myself leaning over the edge and every force is pushing me to fall. and my brains telling me to jump. help me. fuck fuck im just going to make it all worse.